sister/ Jo you know what gayle you make it so hard on all of your brothers and sisters to realize jordan is gone we know he is but we dont feel the same pain you do ,i am so happy my son had a baby on easter sunday.but you know i couldnt call you to tell you he did .cause i know you could give two shits what mine or any boy in the familys dose but to me i love them all and we have to take what ever comes our way
Thoughts on Easter / Anita Sebastian (Gayle's Friend )
Jordan,
While we never met in life, I know your a strong presence in your family's life. You watch over your precious mom daily and give her the courage and stregnth to get through and help so many. Please hold her when she is scared and comfort her when she is feeling down. I know you do. Watch over your sister and her two beautiful daughters. They will always have a strong gaudian angel to look out for them.
Warm wishes
Anita Sebastian
Happy Easter from our family to yours / Jeralyn Mom To Angel Darrell Gillis
Happy Easter Sweet Jordan
And Happy Easter to your precious mom and Family
You are always in my heart and prayers
ST. PATRICK'S DAY / MOM
HI JORDIE, WELL ANOTHER ST. PATRICK'S DAY IS HERE WITHOUT YOU. MARCH 15, 1997, THE DAY YOUR WORLD WAS SHATTERED. TOMMY DIED AND YOU WERE NEVER THE SAME AFTER THAT. EACH YEAR IT BECAME MORE AND MORE DIFFICULT FOR YOU TO SURVIVE. YOU WERE SO SAD AND LOST, THERE WAS NOTHING I COULD DO TO HELP YOU.MARCH 15 IS A TRAUMATIC DAY FOR ME NOW. REMINDERS OF A DIFFICULT TIME. MY HEART ACHES THINKING OF YOUR SADNESS AND THE LOST LOOK IN YOUR EYES. THIS HOLIDAY IS NOT A CELEBRATION FOR ME BUT A TIME OF DESPAIR AND HEARTACHE. YOUR LOSS IS SO MUCH MORE APPARENT AT THIS TIME. I SEE ALL YOUR FRIENDS OUT CELEBRATING AND YOU'RE NOT WITH THEM. HOW CAN I COPE WITH THIS? I FEEL SO SAD TODAY. I DON'T KNOW HOW TO MAKE IT BETTER. I MISS YOU AND NANA SO MUCH. I LOVE YOU BOTH. ONE DAY WE'LL BE TOGETHER AGAIN. HAVE A GREAT ST.PATRICKS DAY WITH NANA AND ALL YOUR ANGEL FRIENDS. LOVE, MOM
happy saints pats day / Jo i know im early but mom hated this day but pal liked this day.mom always worried about us kids .but pal always has his green on.and its so hard to see all the boys go out with there green on .cause i can only inmagine pal being with them now that he is older.i just dont understand life, i keep saying to myself why,so dont be mad that i dont come to your house its just that i miss my family so much it hurts . time will heal all pain i hope, just have patience i will be back , love to all my family gayle,moe,stephen,wayne,kevin,brian.love to you all jo
To the living, I am gone. To the sorrowful, I will never return. To the angry, I was cheated. To the happy, I am at peace. To the faithful, I have never left. I cannot speak, but I can listen. I cannot be seen but I can be heard. So as you look in awe at a mighty forest and its grand majesty, Remember me. Remember me in your heart, your thoughts, and your memories. Of the times we cried, the times we fought, and the times we laughed. For if you always think of me, I will never have gone.
~Anon
MISS YOU SO MUCH / JO GAYLE IM AM SO SORRY , MY HEART HURTS SO MUCH TONIGHT THINKING OF JORDON AND MOM AND ALL THE OTHER FAMILY THAT HAVE GONE.YOUR HEART I KNOW MUST HURT EVERYDAY I KNOW I CANT HELP YOU CAUSE MY HEART HURTS IN A DIFFERENT WAY. AND TONIGHT MY HEART HURTS ALOT THINKING ABOUT THEM.YOU NEVER KNOW WHATS GOING TO HAPPEN TO OUR KIDS .MATT GOT HIS LICENSE IM SO SCARED OF HIM DRIVING .I PRAY TO JORDON AND MOM TO HELP HIM TO DRIVE GOOD.GAYLE IM TIRED OF HAVING MY HEART HURT FROM MY KIDS I SOMETIMES WONDER SHOULD WE OF HAD ANY .MAYBE IF WE DIDNT WE WOULD OF BEEN TWO OLD HAGS THAT WOULD OF BEEN BETTER THEN WE WOULD ONLY HAVE US.
Hey Jordan / Shonelle Carmichael (Melissa's Friend )
Hi Jordan. I should have done this a long time ago but I just didn't know what to say. I guess I had to feel the same type of loss to speak from my heart. Melissa tells me all the time what a cool cousin you are and how close ya'll were.When I read your Mom's (and everybody's) tributes and candles, I can tell how loved you were and how dearly missed you are. I can tell you were an awesome person, you had such a radiant smile and eyes and your whole face lit up-such a beautiful smile. I hope you're smiling like that in heaven, watching over your mom especially, and your whole family. Please visit your mom as often as you can I can feel through her words she's hurting. It's a hurt that no one can feel and understand but her. Tell Nana McQueen I said "What's up!" She was mad cool, I loved her. Such a sweetie. If you see two old little dark-skinned people in the corner of Heaven somewhere arguing amongst themselves tell my Grandparents I love them and miss them everyday. I think about them EVERY SINGLE MINUTE OF EVERY SINGLE DAY, just like Gayle thinks of you. Peace Jordan. Shonelle
HAPPY VALENTINES DAY~ / TAMMY MOM TO ANDREW CARDWELL
SENDING LOTS OF LOVE / ROSE GRMA TO ANGEL BRITTANY SYFERT
PRECIOUS JORDAN, WISHING YOU AND YOUR FAMILY A VERY HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY,
Hello My Love / Melissa (cousin) Goodmoring Jordan I know I havent been on here in a while. Im Sorry! But I just wanted to come by to tell you that NO I didnt forget about you how could I?? Its funny yesterday Kassandra went to your house without telling me with Kennedy I was mad at first cause she should have told me or waited for me to get to the bus stip you know but then I thought back to when we were little and we used to be at each others houses playing for hours. Me and you with the legos and Shannon and Shaena with the barbies lol. It just is funny sometimes how much things are different. I miss you a lot and that wiLL never change. I wish this didnt have to happen like this but there are things in life we cannot change (tho i wish we could). Well my love I need to get back to work. So I promise I will keep up with your site once again when I get my laptop back ok. I love you and miss you soooo much!
Happy Valentine's Day Jordan / Patricia/mom To John Ermatinger (angel family )
AUNTS AND COUSINS / MOM HI JORDIE, SHAENA AND I WENT OUT LAST NIGHT WITH AUNT MOE, AUNT JOANNE AND ALL YOUR GIRL COUSINS. MELISSA AND TAYLOR WERE THE ONLY GIRLS MISSING WHO ARE OLD ENOUGH. IT WAS WONDERFUL TO GET TOGETHER WITH ALL OF THEM. SINCE NANA DIED I DON'T SEE THEM VERY OFTEN. IT WAS GREAT TO CATCH UP ON ALL THEY ARE DOING. MANDY AND TAMMY WERE THERE ALSO. WE TALKED A LOT ABOUT YOU AND HOW THEY ENJOYED SPENDING TIME WITH YOU. IT WAS STRANGE, BUT I DIDN'T FIND IT UNCOMFORTABLE. IT WAS NICE TO TALK ABOUT THE FUN TIMES YOU KIDS HAD TOGETHER. THE MEMORIES ARE SO REWARDING TO MY SOUL AND ARE A HUGE HELP IN EASING MY HEARTACHE. IT WAS GREAT TO SEE SMILES AND LAUGHTER INSTEAD OF TEARS. THIS MONTH IS VERY DIFFICULT FOR ALL OF US. TWO ANGELVERSARIES IN FIVE DAYS WAS HARD. I HOPE THEY ALL KNOW HOW MUCH THE NIGHT MEANT TO ME. IT MADE ME FEEL LIKE EVERYTHING WILL BE OKAY, THAT TOGETHER WE CAN MAKE IT THROUGH THIS LONG, DIFFICULT JOURNEY OF GRIEF. I PICTURED A WHOLE NEW SIDE OF YOU I DIDN'T KNOW. YOU WERE AND ARE LOVED AND MISSED BY SO MANY. YOU WERE A JOY TO HAVE AROUND. ALWAYS GOOD FOR A LAUGH. I LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU SO MUCH. LOVE, MOM
Sending my thoughts and heart to you all / Mark Jette (Good Buddy )
Sorry, I missed the 17th....
I tried but could not overcome my sadness to write anything, even after 5 years have passed. I know how much pain and sorrow comes with this day. This was the day that we all had to say goodbye to a young man that meant so much to us. You have left a large hole in our hearts that will not be filled.
But I want you to know Jordan, Every Pats and Red Sox game, your picture is facing the TV. Sorry that I have taken over your favorite spot in the couch. I think of you everyday my buddy, I have no one to argue with anymore.. Ok that is a lie, but no one else gives me a better fight than you. Haha...
Jordan, give your Mom and Dad, Pudge<even though she is so skinny> Kennedy, and lil Jordan a big hug every nite from heaven. And I hope you and Nana are eating popcorn for the game tomorrow. I always think of Nana when I eat popcorn.
Your buddy forever....
Mark
SO VERY SORRY FOR YOUR LOSS~ / CATHY~~MOM OF DAVID GIRAUD (A VISITOR ) OUR DEEPEST SYMPATHY AND CONDOLENCES ON THE LOSS OF YOUR PRESIOUS SON. WE LOST OUR SON TO SUICIDE IN APRIL 2006. DAYS ARE DIFFICULT TO GET THROUGH AT TIMES, BUT OUR STRENGTH COMES FROM GOD. KNOW YOU ARE IN OUR PRAYERS AND THOUGHTS, WE ARE CONNECTED BY OUR GRIEF. OUR MEMORIES LAST A LIFETIME, OUR LOVE IS ETERNAL! GOD BLESS YOUR HEARTS, WITH COMFORT AND PEACE!
THE GIRAUD FAMILY
ANNIVERSARY/ MOM GOOD MORNING JORDIE, WELL I SURVIVED ANOTHER ANNIVERSARY WITHOUT YOU. I AM SO HURT AND SO ANGRY RIGHT NOW. NOT ONE MEMBER OF OUR FAMILY ACKNOWLEDGED YOUR ANNIVERSARY. NO ONE CALLED OR LIT CANDLES FOR YOU. COUSIN JANET AND THERESA CALLED AND SOME OF YOUR FRIENDS, BUT NO ONE ELSE. I'M SO TIRED OF HEARING HOW THEY HAVEN'T FORGOTTEN YOU, YET THEY NEVER ACKNOWLEDGE YOUR BIRTHDAY OR ANNIVERSARY. THEY DON'T UNDERSTAND HOW DIFFICULT THIS IS FOR ME TO SURVIVE. MY HEART IS SO BROKEN. I DON'T WANT TO DO THIS ANYMORE, YET I HAVE NO CHOICE. THANK GOD FOR MY ANGEL FRIENDS,THEY ALWAYS KNOW WHAT TO DO AND SAY. THEY HAVE BEEN A GREAT HEALING FORCE FOR MY ACHING HEART. THEY ARE DEALING WITH THEIR OWN HEARTACHE YET STILL FOUND TIME TO HELP MY ACHING HEART. I LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU MORE THAN ANYTHING IN THIS WORLD. ONE DAY WE WILL BE TOGETHER AGAIN. LOVE, MOM
5 YEAR ANNIVERSARY / MOM GOOD MORNING MY PRECIOUS SON, TODAY IS JANUARY 17, 5 YRS. SINCE YOU LEFT. THE WORST DAY OF MY LIFE. THIS JOURNEY IS SO DIFFICULT. HOW DO I SURVIVE THIS FOR THE REST OF MY LIFE? MY HEART ACHES SO BADLY. WHY DID YOU LEAVE? YOU COULD HAVE STOPPED THIS!I AM SO ANGRY RIGHT NOW! YOU HAD YOU'RE WHOLE LIFE AHEAD OF YOU AND YOU MADE THE DECISION TO LEAVE. I KEPT TELLING YOU THIS WOULD HAPPEN, BUT YOU INSISTED YOU WERE OKAY. MY LIFE COMPLETELY CHANGED THE DAY YOU DIED. MY SOUL AND MY HEART WERE SHATTERED, THEY CAN NEVER BE REPAIRED.YOUR SISTER AND THE BABIES HELP, BUT THEY CAN'T REPLACE YOU. I THOUGHT AT THIS STAGE IT WOULD BE MUCH EASIER TO HANDLE, BUT IT'S NOT. SURE I HAVE GOOD DAYS, BUT THERE ARE ALSO MANY BAD DAYS AS WELL.THIS IS NEVER GOING TO CHANGE. MY HEART CANNOT BE FIXED. THERE IS A HUGE HOLE THERE NOW. I MISS YOU MORE THAN YOU WOULD EVER UNDERSTAND. I HOPE YOU HAVE FINALLY FOUND THE PEACE IN YOUR SOUL THAT YOU SO DESPARATELY SEEKED. I HOPE YOU AND NANA ARE ENJOYING EACH OTHERS COMPANY. YOU HAVE MANY ANGEL FRIENDS WITH YOU TO HELP. I THANK GOD EACH DAY FOR THE MANY ANGEL FRIENDS HERE. THEY ARE THE ONLY ONES WHO CAN TRULY UNDERSTAND MY PAIN. THEY ALSO LIVE THE SAME HEARTACHE I DO. TOGETHER WE CAN MAKE IT UNTIL WE MEET OUR CHILDREN AGAIN. UNTIL THEN KNOW I WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU, YOU WERE AND WILL ALWAYS BE MY LIFE. LOVE MOM
THINKING OF YOU GAYLE / Jeannie/mom To Duane Suess MY DEAR FRIEND, I WANT U TO KNOW I UNDERSTAND YOUR PAIN, ITS SO HARD, EVERYDAY IS FULL OF DIFFERENT EMOTIONS, I LIKE U AM SO EXHAUSTED AND FIND IT SO HARD TO EVEN STAY AWAKE, I HAVE NO FAMILY THAT I CLAIM LIKE BROTHERS OR SISTERS. MY KIDS HAVE THERE OWN LIFES AND I WANT THEM TO BE HAPPY. THEY DONT KNOW THERE MOM, AND I DONT KNOW MYSELF ANYMORE EITHER.ITS BEEN A LONG HARD JOURNEY, KNOW THAT I AM ALWAYS HERE FOR YOU, AND THANK U FOR ALWAYS REMEMBERING MY SON. HUGS AND PRAYERS WE CAN MAKE IT GAYLE. I HAVE HAD SO MANY PROBLEMS WITH DUANES SITE, EVIL PEOPLE LIGHTING EVIL THINGS, I OPEN IT THEN I HAVE TO CLOSE IT, SAD. THERE IS A TRIB FOR JORDAN ON PAGE 5, MY FRIEND, GOD BLESS. JAN16=08
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