I MISS YOU!!! / MOM HI BABY IT'S LATE ON SATURDAY NIGHT. MY HEART IS SO HEAVY. I HAVE BEEN TRYING TO KEEP THE TEARS AWAY ALL DAY. I THOUGHT AFTER ALL THIS TIME THE GRIEF WOULD BE EASIER TO HANDLE BUT IT'S NOT. THE THOUGHT OF THANKSGIVING NEXT WEEK IS JUST TEARING ME APART. THAT LAST THANKSGIVING I PROMISED YOU THERE WOULD BE MANY MORE. I NEVER THOUGHT IT WAS YOUR LAST ONE. OH IF I HAD ONLY KNOWN. I WILL NEVER FORGIVE MYSELF FOR THAT. IF ONLY I COULD GO BACK IN TIME. I WOULD HOLD YOU SO TIGHT AND NEVER LET YOU GO. WHY MUST A MOTHER GO ON WITHOUT HER CHILD??? IT'S JUST NOT RIGHT. IT REALLY GETS ON MY NERVES THAT EVERYONE IS SO HAPPY AROUND THE HOLIDAYS!!! I TRY TO DO THE RIGHT THING AND SMILE WHEN WHAT I REALLY WANT TO DO IS SMACK THEM ALL. I MISS YOU SO MUCH I WANT YOU HOME SO BADLY. I LOVE YOU!!! LOVE ALWAYS MOM
Happy Thanksgiving / Jeralyn Mom To Angel Darrell Gillis
Thank You for Thinking of Me / ~Rocky Lindley~ (Angel Friend )
Randy and I would like to Thank You from the bottom of our hearts for the beautiful candles that were lit and the beautiful graphics made in loving memory of our handsome Angel ~Rocky~. They warmed our heart so much to know so many of you thought of him and honored him on his 2nd Angelversary. We would be so lost without our Angel Families!! God Bless. Big hugs and lots of love is being sent to you! Randy and Claudia Lindley proud parents to ~Rocky Lindley~
HAPPY ST. PADDY'S DAY!!! / MOM
HI JORDIE, ST. PATRICK'S DAY IS NEAR. TOUGH TIME FOR ALL OF US. MARCH WAS ALWAYS A DIFFICULT MONTH FOR YOU. TOMMY'S ANNIVERSARY ON THE 15TH. ALL YOUR TROUBLES BEGAN THAT DAY. EVERY MARCH YOU WERE IN AND OUT OF THE HOSPITAL FOR DEPRESSION. YOU NEVER FULLY RECOVERED FROM TOMMY'S DEATH, YOU SOMEHOW BLAMED YOURSELF. I KNEW SOMEHOW, SOMEDAY WE WOULD LOSE YOU TOO. YOU WERE ALWAYS SO SAD IN MARCH. I HATED THE ENTIRE MONTH, STILL DO. CAN'T FORGET THE PAIN AND HEARTACHE EACH YEAR. NOW IT'S FOR A DIFFERENT REASON. NOW YOU'RE GONE, TOO.
I HOPE YOU AND NANA MCQUEEN ARE CELEBRATING TOGETHER. LET HER LISTEN TO HER IRISH TUNES FOR AWHILE, OKAY? YOU KNOW HOW SHE LOVED THAT. YOU CAN LISTEN TO YOUR MUSIC LATER. WELL, I LOVE YOU BOTH AND MISS YOU SO MUCH. IT'S SO HARD WITHOUT YOU BOTH. BUT, ONE DAY WE'LL ALL BE TOGETHER AGAIN. SO HANG IN THERE TILL THEN. LOVE MOM, XOXOXOXO
THINKING OF JORDAN FOR VALENTINES 2009 / CATHY~MOM OF DAVID GIRAUD
MAY GOD WATCH OVER, AND COMFORT YOUR WONDERFUL FAMILY♥
LOVE AND BIG BEAR HUGS♥
CATHY GIRAUD (MOM OF DAVID)
YOUR 6TH ANGELVERSARY / MOM
HEY JORDIE, TOUGH WEEK, SO DIFFICULT TO GET THROUGH. WE HAD A MEMORIAL MASS LAST NIGHT FOR YOU AND NANA MCQUEEN. THE USUAL PEOPLE SHOWED UP. UNCLE KEVIN AND FAMILY, AUNT MOE AND FAMILY, AUNT SUE AND FAMILY. MARK AND PAUL WHO HAVE STAYED CONNECTED TO US SINCE THAT AWFUL DAY WERE THERE. LYNN AND KATIE WERE ALSO THERE. SO MANY FAMILY MEMBERS ABSENT AS WERE MOST OF YOUR "FRIENDS". I KNOW PEOPLE ARE BUSY, BUT A PHONE CALL WOULD HAVE HELPED OR LIGHTING A CANDLE. BUT LIKE I'VE SAID BEFORE, OUT OF SITE, OUT OF MIND.
THANK GOD FOR THE ANGEL FAMILIES, SO MANY OF THEM LIT CANDLES OR SENT TRIBUTES IN YOUR MEMORY. THEY UNDERSTAND THIS INCREDIBLE HEARTACHE THAT WE LIVE WITH EACH DAY. I CAN'T POSSIBLY THANK THEM ENOUGH. THEY ARE TRUE ANGELS.
WHY DO PEOPLE THINK IT GETS EASIER WITH TIME? HOW LONG WOULD THEY GRIEVE THE LOSS OF THEIR CHILD. A MONTH, A YEAR OR A LIFETIME. I EXPECT IT WOULD BE A LIFETIME. YOU NEVER GET PASSED IT, IT JUST GETS DIFFERENT. NOT A DAY GOES BY THAT I DON'T MISS YOU AND LONG TO SEE YOU, TOUCH YOU OR HEAR YOUR VOICE. I GET THROUGH MOST DAYS WELL, BUT THERE ARE DAYS I'M NOT SURE I CAN MAKE IT THROUGH. THE PAIN IS JUST TOO DEEP. I WANT YOU TO KNOW I LOVE YOU AS MUCH AS I ALWAYS HAVE AND CAN'T WAIT TILL WE MEET AGAIN. GIVE NANA A HUG FOR ME AND TELL COUSIN JOHNNY, STEVIE, AUNT MIMI, COUSINS JIMMY AND MOE, AND ALL OUR AUNTS AND UNCLES I SAID HELLO. OH, DON'T FORGET GRANDPA LEO. EACH DAY THAT PASSES IS ONE DAY CLOSER TO YOU.
LOVE YOU SON FOREVER, MOM
Thinking of u on ur angel date / Jo-Ann Pacenta Lauren's Mom (angelfamilies)
Forever in our hearts..... / IRENE MOMMY TO ANGL KAYLA XAVIER 4EVER (JAN. 17, 2009 )
Dear Jordan...sweet beautiful angel...every day is a sad day in our life without our children, but today is the same date God took you home, today we relived all that happened....so please sweet angel, send a hug to your mom and somehow let her know it was from you...her hearts is hurting.....may God hold you a little longer on his embrace today...I believe on all the angel dates God have a special hug for the angels too....God bless you.... God bless and give strength to all those that love and miss you so much. Love always.....irene, mommy to angel..Kayla Xavier...forever.
May you find peace from all your angelfamilie friends today.
Thoughts and prayers
Susana Regan^i^ Margarita and Linda Anne Regan
TOUGH WEEK / MOM
HI SWEETIE, THIS WEEK IS SO HARD. NANA'S ANNIVERSARY YESTERDAY AND YOURS ON THE 17TH. TOO MANY LOSSES TO DEAL WITH. MY HEART IS SO EMPTY, BROKEN INTO SO MANY PIECES. I FEEL SO SAD TODAY. WHEN WILL THIS HEARTACHE END?? JANUARY IS SUCH A TOUGH MONTH FOR ME. I REALIZE MY LOSSES MORE AND MORE AS TIME GOES BY., FRIENDS GETTING MARRIED, HAVING BABIES, SOMETHING YOU'LL NEVER DO. I HEAR FRIENDS SAY THEY HAVE TO CALL THIER MOTHERS AND I CRINGE, I CAN'T CALL MINE ANYMORE.
YOU DON'T REALIZE HOW MUCH YOU'LL MISS SOMEONE UNTIL THEY ARE GONE. THE PAIN IS TERRIBLE. YOU AND NANA WOULD BE THRILLED WITH L'IL JORDAN. SHE REMINDS ME SO MUCH OF YOU. ALWAYS ON THE GO, SICK A LOT. SHE WALKS AROUND THE HOUSE SAYING "UNCLE, UNCLE", IT'S SO CUTE. HEY, MAYBE SHE SEES YOU, WHO KNOWS. ANYWAYS I HAVE A MEMORIAL MASS PLANNED FOR SATURDAY, YOUR ANGELVERSARY. IT'S FOR YOU AND NANA, FOR HER ANGELVERSARY AS WELL. ANYWAY I HAVE TO GET BACK TO WORK SO I'LL TALK TO YOU LATER. YOU AND NANA ARE ALWAYS IN HEART. I LOVE YOU BOTH SO MUCH. HUGS TO YOU BOTH. XOXOXOOXO
LOVE, MOM
Feeling the same pain / Pam Aaron's Mom My son too took his own life and our family will never be the same. My heart goes out to your family, especially during one more Christmas without your son. Perhaps your son, my son and my nephew have met each other and are watching over us all, along with all the other angels God has taken from their parents. God bless...
Thinking of you through the Holidays / Jeralyn Mom To Angel Darrell Gillis
Happy Christmas from heaven.... / IRENE MOMMY TO ANGEL KAYLA XAVIER 4EVER (DEC.23,2008)
My thoughts are with you / Meghan Baer It sounds trite to say that I know what you've been through, particularly as I know this can never be true. No one can know or understand what it's like to lose a loved one. My own sister took her life last Christmas day after a lifelong battle with depression and Bipolar Disorder and I feel strongly that it's not something you can ever get over, but rather something that you get through. I also believe that even though it's horrifically painful for the people left behind, it can be nothing compared to the pain someone goes through ever day living with a mental disorder. I am here if you ever need to talk.
MERRY CHRISTMAS IN HEAVEN JORDAN! / Tammy (Mom) To Andrew Cardwell
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